Can I just have the old status quo back?
I dread going to therapy today. He is going to want to talk about last week. And talk about my feelings about it. And I just want to it to be over and done with. Why do we have to talk about it? It was last week…ancient history!! Maybe I will just go in with my best game-face and convince him that there is nothing to talk about. I can be pretty convincing when I try really hard!!
This is the part that I don’t want to deal with. This picking up the pieces and making it all better is not something I want to have to do. I liked the old status quo….I don’t want new complications. I don’t like messy.