Can I just have the old status quo back?

I dread going to therapy today.  He is going to want to talk about last week. And talk about my feelings about it.  And I just want to it to be over and done with.  Why do we have to talk about it?  It was last week…ancient history!!  Maybe I will just go in with my best game-face and convince him that there is nothing to talk about.  I can be pretty convincing when I try really hard!!

This is the part that I don’t want to deal with.  This picking up the pieces and making it all better is not something I want to have to do.  I liked the old status quo….I don’t want new complications.  I don’t like messy.