I Hate Being Broken

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I Hate Being Broken

Dh and I had sex…now I am all scrambled inside and I feel tainted and dirty and I just want to curl up in a ball and cry….And I am really frustrated and angry that sex makes me feel this way.  And I am guilty for being a bad partner.  And I worry that this will overwhelm me today. And I hate being me.

2 thoughts on “I Hate Being Broken

  1. You are NOT a bad partner and how you feel about sex is NOT YOUR FAULT. You are doing the best you can with the really shitty hand that you were dealt. So many hugs. xxxxxx

  2. Oh. I have felt that. And though I don’t do it as much as I once did, I wish hard to be someone else sometimes.
    So much is taken from a child grown into woman, the natural feelings between two people, sensuality, sensual pleasure..untainted. I am so sorry you experience this and hope things improve.

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