I feel grumpy this morning. I mean why not? It’s been a long and arduous week. But as I was thinking about it, I realized why I feel grumpy. And grumpy might not be the right word for it….But it is the best I can come up with.
I miss the AT.
It is Thursday and it should be an art therapy day. But it isn’t because he is still on vacation. It is the third appointment I have will have missed and I am feeling it. I would like nothing more than to spend my usual Thursday morning hour in the safety of his office and in the safety of his presence. I need that relief from the rest of the world right now. And I can’t have it.
So…It is not really irritable that I am feeling…but a little bit sad and abandoned and a lot disrupted. But irritable is the best cover for those feelings…So irritable will win.