Irritable

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Irritable

I feel grumpy this morning.  I mean why not?  It’s been a long and arduous week.  But as I was thinking about it, I realized why I feel grumpy.  And grumpy might not be the right word for it….But it is the best I can come up with.

I miss the AT.

It is Thursday and it should be an art therapy day.  But it isn’t because he is still on vacation.  It is the third appointment I have will have missed and I am feeling it.  I would like nothing more than to spend my usual Thursday morning hour in the safety of his office and in the safety of his presence.  I need that relief from the rest of the world right now.  And I can’t have it.

So…It is not really irritable that I am feeling…but a little bit sad and abandoned and a lot disrupted.  But irritable is the best cover for those feelings…So irritable will win.

 

5 thoughts on “Irritable

  1. I hate irritability. Really does my head lol, I was like that yesterday. sad is sad to hear and abandoned BUT Its is more real its feeling! and so a safe hug to you if ok 🙂

  2. There is safety in the routine of therapy..I miss it too at the moment, as I am away for the holidays..I’m sorry you feel disrupted and irritable…Same here! The holidays are nearly over!Happy New Year!

      • Thank you Heidi! It was very hard..but I guess in a way it brought me some of closure and eventually peace I hope, after I work through the trauma. x Best Wishes

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