Irritable
I feel grumpy this morning. I mean why not? It’s been a long and arduous week. But as I was thinking about it, I realized why I feel grumpy. And grumpy might not be the right word for it….But it is the best I can come up with.
I miss the AT.
It is Thursday and it should be an art therapy day. But it isn’t because he is still on vacation. It is the third appointment I have will have missed and I am feeling it. I would like nothing more than to spend my usual Thursday morning hour in the safety of his office and in the safety of his presence. I need that relief from the rest of the world right now. And I can’t have it.
So…It is not really irritable that I am feeling…but a little bit sad and abandoned and a lot disrupted. But irritable is the best cover for those feelings…So irritable will win.
I hate irritability. Really does my head lol, I was like that yesterday. sad is sad to hear and abandoned BUT Its is more real its feeling! and so a safe hug to you if ok 🙂
Thanks. And hugs are always welcome. 🙂
There is safety in the routine of therapy..I miss it too at the moment, as I am away for the holidays..I’m sorry you feel disrupted and irritable…Same here! The holidays are nearly over!Happy New Year!
Yes…Safety in routine! I am glad someone understands!
BTW, I am really sorry about your interaction with your dad. It must have been painful for you. 😦
Thank you Heidi! It was very hard..but I guess in a way it brought me some of closure and eventually peace I hope, after I work through the trauma. x Best Wishes