I just don’t have much to say today. I feel empty inside, hollow…Like my outside is a crumbling shell and I am imploding because there is nothing on the inside to give body to the shell.
I feel depressed…Sad, isolated, alone, unmotivated, flat.
Those feelings careen around in the hollowness, bouncing off the shell, overlapping, tangling, ricocheting…becoming an unbearable dissonance.
I don’t even want to bother with slipping on an “I’m okay.” facade to day. I just want to fade away into nothingness and not feel anything anymore.