Finally, all the paperwork is done, the waiting is over and that anxiety can rest.
Now, I have a whole new batch of anxiety! I am going to be admitted into treatment at the new place on Monday. This means I will be flying very far from home and meeting new clinicians, new peers and be in a new environment. For someone who takes a lot of comfort in routine….I will be on anxiety overload. But that’s okay. I am made of tough stuff and I do hard things and this is going to be okay. (If I keep saying that over and over, I will eventually believe it, right?)