I am just reeling with exhaustion. The programming is just so emotionally draining. I am spent all of the time.
I saw Meg briefly today. She came to do a transition meeting for one of my peers. I have to admit that when I saw her arrive, I felt this rush of relief and safety. She came over and chatted with some other folks and me as well. It was brief, but reassuring.
Today, I met with the new therapist for the second time. It went okay…I am super guarded with her as I don’t know her at all. She appears to be a “no bullshit” kind of therapist. Now, Meg was also a no-bullshit therapist, but Kyla seems to be even more direct. They different stylistically, except for the no-bullshit part. But I don’t find Kyla off-putting. Now, I just need time to get used to her.
There were lots of things I wanted to blog about tonight, but I am just too tired. Anything else I have to say will have to wait until tomorrow.