I guess today is a post-therapy blog.
Therapy was….welll….therapy. We always have to talk about feelings and stuff. Ugh…and needs. That every person has needs, which means I have needs, even if I don’t want to have needs.
And we talked about emotions and emotional flooding (being totally maxed emotionally, beyond the point of being productive.) And we talked about containment. Ways of containing the emotions by writing down a couple of words to ease the emotional overload, with the intent on going back to the trigger when one is no longer overloaded. Or of writing what needed containing on an envelope and sliding it under Grace’s door for containment and returning too later.
And then that lightbulb went off in my head…..
The AT, an envelope, containment…This has happened before. And it worked. So, I have hope that it will work with Grace too.
Other than that, today has been tolerable. Having therapy this morning got me moving out of bed and into my day. I am trying hard to not go back to bed. Yesterday, I stayed out of my room most of the day. It seems less isolating to be upstairs. Plus, I have the dogs for company. I cannot express how much it means to me to have these dogs in my life. They may not be my dogs, but they do me a lot of good.
Now, I am going to make lunch. I can feel a bit of the depression starting to settle around me, so I am going to keep busy and see if I can deter it for a while