I am not sure what to do with the blog.  I don’t have the same compelling need to write and dump stuff out of my head as when I started the blog. My world, that was spinning totally out of control, the self-loathing, the PTSD, the hopelessness, the eating disorder….It has all  been tamed so much.  I feel calm, collected, centered, grounded.  I just feel so different. The need to use the blog as containment for all the “bad” in my life has just decreased so much….

So, what to do about the blog?  I don’t know.  I am thinking of starting a recovery blog, a blog that would be about healing and renewal and be much more upbeat and hopeful.  But I just don’t know.

Hmmm….what to do……